Vanya's heart is beating so fast. It's alarming. Is there something wrong with her? Maybe it was something about her powers. What if playing violin left her with some kind of energy residue and she was going to vibrate out of her skin?
No, she realized she's excited. It feels fantastic. If she weren't so elated, she would be furious that she didn't know what this felt like before. The pills she took made her feel like she was trying to create a facsimile of any feeling. Why hasn't she gotten out sooner?
"Really? Yeah, I would love that!" she enthuses, instantly a touch mortified by how eager she is. Luckily, she already has a reservation creeping up. "Are you sure she won't be upset? If you jam with someone else?" If only it were a joke. In her orchestra experience, musicians are a jealous sort, counting chairs and mistakes and dividing every section into mine and yours and never the twain shall meet. It would suck if her brand new range of feelings included getting punched in the face, or worse: passive-aggressively sniped at.
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Date: 2021-03-11 03:43 am (UTC)No, she realized she's excited. It feels fantastic. If she weren't so elated, she would be furious that she didn't know what this felt like before. The pills she took made her feel like she was trying to create a facsimile of any feeling. Why hasn't she gotten out sooner?
"Really? Yeah, I would love that!" she enthuses, instantly a touch mortified by how eager she is. Luckily, she already has a reservation creeping up. "Are you sure she won't be upset? If you jam with someone else?" If only it were a joke. In her orchestra experience, musicians are a jealous sort, counting chairs and mistakes and dividing every section into mine and yours and never the twain shall meet. It would suck if her brand new range of feelings included getting punched in the face, or worse: passive-aggressively sniped at.