"What? No. No, you shouldn't," Sam said, quickly climbing out of the car while still being mindful of not spooking her.
"Look, I can't know what you're going through, but." He drew in a breath, struggling to find the words to distill what amounted to centuries of Heaven and Hell's bullshit into something that would make sense. "Something happened to me when I was a kid that gave me these... these powers, that I didn't understand or even know about for twenty years. And it was like... it was like I was suddenly everything that I'd been taught to hate. I was this freak, who couldn't control himself, and my own family thought they might have to kill me to save the world. And the only reason I'm not showing you now? Is because they're dormant. Maybe forever. Or maybe not, but if I want to find out, I have drink a lot of demon blood. So..."
He spread his hands, lifting his shoulders in an awkward shrug.
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Date: 2021-03-06 02:10 am (UTC)"Look, I can't know what you're going through, but." He drew in a breath, struggling to find the words to distill what amounted to centuries of Heaven and Hell's bullshit into something that would make sense. "Something happened to me when I was a kid that gave me these... these powers, that I didn't understand or even know about for twenty years. And it was like... it was like I was suddenly everything that I'd been taught to hate. I was this freak, who couldn't control himself, and my own family thought they might have to kill me to save the world. And the only reason I'm not showing you now? Is because they're dormant. Maybe forever. Or maybe not, but if I want to find out, I have drink a lot of demon blood. So..."
He spread his hands, lifting his shoulders in an awkward shrug.